Oh Andye, I miss you sooo much!!! I wish that I could have "One More Day" to spend with You!!! We would go shopping to buy you some new chothes, then go to Ponderosa and have a nice Steak Diinner, then come home and hang out with Braiden, so you could see how much he has grown and how smart he is!!!
You would be sooo proud of him!!!
Andye, This is your new Nephew, Alex. He is Jenny's Son!!!
Andye, Jenny is going to have another baby, so could you pick her out a Beautiful baby and, if possible, could you see if she could have Twin Daughters this time???!!! I love you Baby Girl and miss you sooo much!!!
Missing you / Kimberly Mercer(kearns) (friend)Read >>
Missing you / Kimberly Mercer(kearns) (friend)
Man how time has flew by it will 7yrs. this yr. since you left this old world but you will never be forgotten we all miss you more each and everyday and continue our day's like we did when you was here. Please continue to watch over me and my family and know that I love you and miss you girl :) ASlso take care of my little girl for me and tell her that mommy loves her bunches and I will see her again sending hug's and kisses your all's way Close
God took the fragrance of a flower, The majesty of a tree, The gentleness of morning dew, The calm of a quiet sea, The beauty of a twilight hour, The soul of a starry night The laughter of the rippling brook, The grace of a bird in flight, Then God fashioned from these things A creation like no other, And when His masterpiece was through, He called it simply...MOTHER.
You surely know my daily prayer to God is that He watch over and protect my children.
You know that I asked Him daily to put His angels around you to help lead and guide you throughout each day.
You know that I asked Him to protect you from all hurt, harm, and danger.
You know that I asked Him to protect each of you with His white light of love and protection.
You know that I tried, so many times, to prepare you for the day God took ME from this earth.
Never in my wildest dreams would I have ever thought I'd be sitting here, day after day, missing you beyond explanation and wishing you were still here with me.
It is said God will answer a sincere prayer. I still can't comprehend why the most sincere prayer of my life wasn't good enough.
Yet, through it all, I thank Him and praise Him for giving me 19 years of opportunity to love you with all my heart.
Maybe we'll understand it later; maybe it won't matter why, once we cross over to the other side.
Always remember, never forget I love you to life... throughout our lifetime and in the afterlife.
I wish you would not be afraid to speak my loved one's name. They lived and were important, and I need to hear their name.
If I cry and get emotional if we talk about my loved one, I wish you knew that it isn't because you hurt me; the fact that they died causes my tears. You have allowed me to cry and I thank you. Crying and emotional outbursts are healing.
I will have emotional highs and lows, ups and downs. I wish you wouldn't think that if I have a good cry my grief is over, or that if I have a bad day I need psychiatric counseling.
I wish you wouldn't expect my grief to be over in six months. The first few years are going to be exceedingly traumatic for me. As with alcoholics, I will never be "cured" or a "formerly bereaved", but forevermore be recovering from the bereavement.
I wish you'd understand the physical reaction to grief. I may gain weight, lose weight, sleep all the time or not at all, develop a host of illnesses and be accident prone, all of which are related to my grief.
My loved one's birthday, the anniversary of their death and the holidays can be terrible times for me. I wish you would tell me that you are thinking of me and them on these days.
And if I get quiet and withdrawn, just know that I am thinking about them and don't try to coerce me into being cheerful.
I wish you wouldn't offer to take me out for a drink, or to a party, this is just a temporary crutch and the only way I can get through this grief is to experience it. I have to hurt before I can heal.
I wish you'd understand that grief changes people. I am not the same person I was before my beloved died and I am a new creature with new thoughts, dreams, aspirations, values and beliefs.
Please try to get to know me-- I am the one who'll be here from now on.
Have you ever had a child? Reach inside yourself and find All the love you have ever known: Love of family and friends, Love of pets, possessions and places, Love of favorite foods, music and experiences. Take all your loves, big and small And let them fill your heart with joy. What a wonderful feeling! Yet it barely begins to scratch the surface Of the depth of love one has for their child.
Have you ever lost a child? Reach inside yourself and find All the pain you have ever known: Pain of losses and regrets, Pain of illness, lost loves and rejection, Pain of memories, failures and unfulfilled dreams. Take all your pains, big and small And let them fill your heart with sorrow. What a terrible ache! Yet it barely begins to scratch the surface Of the depth of pain one has for the loss of their child
When you lose a child, you lose a part of yourself - literally. And you lose a part of your future: your hopes and dreams. No one ever fully recovers from the loss of a child. Please do not expect that we will ever "get over it". Our hearts will forever be scarred by our loss. Over time, the scars will fade, And we will come to treasure those scars Not as reminders of our loss But of our tremendous capacity for love And how we are so very blessed To carry the memory of our child forever.
So please forgive us our tears They may seem to come too often, But know that they are helping us heal. You cannot protect us from our memories Nor stop our remembrance with your avoidance. So please ask us about our child, For we need to speak of them. And please share your children with us, For we need to share in the joy of others. We are uncomfortable too, but we need you To be present, to listen and to embrace us with compassion
My darling Andye, I made this for you today!!! I hope you like it as much as I enjoyed making this for you!!! If you do like it, I'm sure that I will find alot of "pennies" from You!!!
happy birhthday 6-11-2008 / Cheri Brooks (friends)
Heaven's Candle's Glowing In The Winds.. Heaven full of the sugar and spice and wondering among the endless fluffs of the marshmellow clouds we see so high. Why is heaven sometimes so sad but happy oh why? Why do our loved one's have to leave this beautiful earth? Yet they are many more that are giving birth. Here is heaven's candle's glowing in the winds out this night. Look into the sky to see the skies with stars so bright. The whispering winds call out each of our names upon time. Some day I'll be up there too, a star of twinkling light happy birthday adrianne ... Close
HAPPY BIRTHDAY... / IRENE MOM TO ANGEL KAYLA XAVIER ^j^ (JUNE 11-2008 ) DEAR ADRIANNE HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEET GIRL....STAY CLOSE TO YOUR MOMMY SHE WILL NEED YOUR STRENGTH TODAY......LOVE ALWAYS..LOTS OF HUGS AND KISSES TO YOU.....IRENE MOM TO ANGEL KAYLA XAVIER.^j^Close
Happy Mother's Day!!! Braiden and I went to the Cemetary today. We cleaned your monument, cleaned out your flower bed, cleaned all of your decorations and then put everything back in place. We also planted you some live plant in your flower bed from your Son. He also left you a gift for you. I hope you can see it from Heaven!!!
You would be sooo proud of him!!! Braiden is sooo smart, and he is a little man. He is strong willed and has a ming of his own!!! He adores you and misses you so much. Gosh, everytime I see him, it's like seeing you at his age, for he looks sooo much like you!!! It hurts me that you can't be here to watch, and help him grow up, but I am doing what I can to do that for you. Because I love you sooo much!!!
Plwase keep a close watch over him and try to visit him in his dreams, if you can!!! I hope that is possible for you!!!
sorry/ Penny Atkins (none)
I am so sorry for your loss I understand the pain now, I would have never really knew your pain until I lost my 20 yr old son Timmy Atkins christmas morning of 2006 and unless you have lost a child of your on you will never know the pain, I am so sorry for your loss , how is her little boy doing now? I will keep you in my prayers and hope you do the same Close
My Darling Andye, Christmas is just not as happy as it was when you were here!!! We miss you when it is time to hand out the presents, because your not here to play "Santa Claus"!!! I miss you when it comes time to cook Christmas dinner and your not here to help me and have some good "girl-talk'"!! But I do hope that you had a really good Christmas in Heaven, and you got to watch us that day!!! I Love and Miss You Sooo Much!!!! Your MommyClose